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People might think I'm an optimist; thinking optimistically, acting optimistically.
(Maybe it depends on how much you know me? Or you guys never think so at all? Ha!~)
But somehow my writing is always in a gloomy mode.
I have to admit that sometimes, or I always think that a gloomy mood makes good works of art, no matter in literature or other art forms.
I don’t know~ I just would not think of writing something when I am happy, but I always have the strong impulse and needs to write when I am desperate, upset, or in whatever kind of bad mood.
And almost all ancient poets in Chinese got a rough career, many writers worldwide had a broken childhood or painful relationship, didn’t they?
This proves my theory—people may not be so lucky and blessed in every aspect. At least the God or fate compensated them with talents and great names in history.
OK, back to my topic. So if I were a writer, I would write little when I have a contented life. Then maybe I write three month a time as I do in my blog and only publish one book with an interval of three years and my readers will all forget about me~ now I am just babbling (under the effect of some caffeine).
So what did you get from this journal? I can’t be a writer? I am a pessimist? Maybe~
But I can give you a better conclusion—yeah, I am in a bad mood. Or you can say, WE, my boyfriend and I, are both in a bad mood, period.
(Oh, no, no, no. We are not fighting or arguing, if you are concerned. Just very upset and annoyed by many trivial, loathsome, annoying, troublesome and complicated goddamned matters happened in both our families~ yuck! )
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